A dark windy day, about to rain, used to be perfect for going to London and Soho. But no longer ANYTHING to go for. Italian magazine shop gone, Carnival gone, Sunset Cinema gone, Astral Cinema gone, Soho cinema, gone, only Sunset Strip left and that is absolutely dire these days, same 8 girls every single day. Only go to London on the blazing hot days now, for the ogling and bouncing boobs and buttocks.
Can you imagine if ——- came back into my life? —-, —–, yes, but nothing would compare with —– coming back. You never know, one day it could happen.
Another day in I am fine with that. Rainy tomorrow I can go out then. There is nowhere to go in Soho late anymore, no Soho Cinema, no Sunset Cinema, no Astral Cinema. Would like to check Candy and Renata after 10pm at Greens but too late. Nowhere to hang around till then. ——–??? Anyway let me try to do lots of work in my room today. Then see later.
Easy to stay home today. A nothing kind of day, not raining, not blazing hot. Just cloudy and bright. I want a blazing hot 25ºC day to see all the half naked girls bouncing around from a pub window. Not a 19ºC day like today. Slept to 215pm after some very weird dreams.
Maybe I could stay home these next 3 days, having the luxury of the house to myself, really make a go of clearing my room. Would be nice if I could. There is only the lure of the —— to draw me out. Maybe if I work hard at home Monday and Tuesday I will treat myself to a Wednesday out.
And that’s the point isn’t it. I will never stop. I really want to see L–, P—- and H—- again. To see Jennifer in Brussels. To see Inna again one day? Always new flesh, new breasts, new bottoms to enjoy. It never goes away. That one night IN Brussels gave me a chance to see how this year COULD come to life. Felt so high after the —–. You carry the weather with you. Cannot wait to get back.