Though I say my addictive lust for sex and porn has destroyed my relationship, my love, when it is not there, like now, I miss it. I miss that sex drive that gets me out of bed, that sexual hunger that is only motivation for anything. Feel lifeless now, depressed by how suddenly terrifying Brussels has become dampening its carnality. This lust has led me to the greatest nights of my life. Red Riding Hood Night in Soho Cinema, for example, the Sunset Cinema nights. The Godzilla days. STILL though, I would love go to back to Brussels really turned on with lust, my cock bulging against my jeans, no underwear, from Cine Paris along Rue des C, to 5th Avenue and sit in 5th with massive cock, sizing up which ones. My last two visits to 5th have led to me getting my big cock out with Betty and then with Lucy, so that place certainly DOES turn me on!
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