YOU ALL ARE GOING TO GET LESS AND LESS OUT OF ME, EXCEPT A TWINKLE IN MY EYE. I AM MAGNETIC, THAT IS WHAT —– DOES NOT LIKE. What they all do not like, all my enemies. They are still going to have NO ADMITTANCE. Now more than ever. The mystery just deepens for them, and their obsession.
Anyway Zinip and Manuela were the first good sexual experiences of this year, so they have made a start. Next comes Berlin. Perhaps Emily and Inna in Fifth.
Now 50 euros for a private dance in Bella Napoli for example does not seem so bad, after 150 for private dance upstairs at Empire! En route to Vienna I will definitely look forward to stop off in Nuremberg this time, that will make the journey more interesting. Perhaps Frankfurt on the way home.
What a joy to have my hair always as short as I like it now, every day. And that only came about because I developed the alopecia.
Yes it was sexy with Manuela but nothing to linger in my mind forever like Viktoriya, Patricia or Emily in Munich, or Riccarda, Iga, Yulia, Olga & Alla, Diana in Berlin; it was less sexual for a start I suppose. Berlin is like going home, sexually, back to where it all began. Stuttgarter Platz is like a ground zero.
They are WORRIED ABOUT ME. I have got them off balance.
I never listen to those tapes, never watch those videos, never read those books. Just keep my diaries and newspaper diaries, photos, souvenirs of ——, etc, travel notes. Books with travel notes in margin. SHOULD be quite a small pile when I really get down to it.