My pox too bad to take my trousers off with Adelina again, or anyone. So the whole Vienna trip is pointless. Still it is now just 4 days away! Life in London is pointless, there is nothing for me to do in London except keep going to —— and wasting hundreds of pounds there. Nothing else. So I keep travelling. And yet Brussels has now become a deadly dangerous place to go. Berlin’s pleasure almost completely wiped out with the destruction of Stuttgarter Platz. This time last year coming back from Vienna I said how pointless it was and disappointing. That was BEFORE my infection, but also BEFORE I started using rhino horn.