Thank god for this hiatus! I will look back on this in months to come and realise it was something that HAD to happen, was what I desperately needed.
This hiatus was sent to me for a reason. God made this happen, the universe made this happen because it is WHAT I NEEDED. I needed a good long break in order to get so much done. So I must make progress every day to turn this apparent disaster into a triumph. This can be the most important valuable period of my life, if I work every day on the things that I have needed to do for so long.
Suddenly I feel hungry for sex. Animal sex with Inna, or Marianna. Or Adelina, even Denitsa.
In those 6 days at end of August I can move so MUCH stuff into Storage.
I think I wanted this to happen. I think I made this happen. Because I really wanted the last 6 days of August off. Because something is meant to happen to me in those 6 days and I need to be free for it. I wanted a nice long holiday at end of the month and this was my way of getting it — a time out. A hiatus. It can only be healthy for me. Everything that happens is for the best, and this is the best thing that could possibly have happened for me.
The frustration at NOT having done anything with Mariana or Inna might make me really hungry with lust for them whenever I go back.
Brunette in white top finishing her cigarette outside Victoria, then bouncing past me, those lovely breasts in bra bouncing under that white top. Amazing.