I cannot even book anything for Munich and Vienna till my next paycheque in September. All I can do till then is meet my minimum payments to bring them back from maxed out.
Repressed and randy back in London, I dream of —— black bob in 5th Avenue and Inna and Mariana.
I really want to repair my finances now, before the big Grand Tour in October.
Would be lovely if I could avoid travel till the end of October Munich and Vienna trip now. CONCENTRATE ON FINDING THE STORAGE SPACE NOW AND MOVING ALL MY STUFF IN DAY BY DAY.
Highlights of this trip? None, really. Just that brief moment Mariana opened her door and bent down to talk to me and her pendulous bosoms so nearly fell out of her long orange dress. Hopefully this will be enough to keep me away from Brussels until my end of year Vienna trip. Indeed, as soon as I get home, book the Vienna trip now! Far in advance hopefully I can guarantee my favourite hotel, and at cheap prices. 3 months to wait? You think I can?
Would be good if I could RESIST returning to Brussels until my end of year Vienna trip, to enable me to save up a pot of money for that, as that is a more expensive journey. My boredom in London can be relieved if I do take out storage space and use my days off to start moving my stuff into there. I do wonder if it was my anxiety to start this that stopped me from feeling in the mood for anything while in Brussels. And maybe even my craving to have my own little nest again; completely alone.
AMAZING! I’ve even managed to keep my end of the carriage seat at Lille! Should be safe now all the way home! We’ve slowed to a standstill just before entering the tunnel. This is ominous. No, picking up speed again, and under the water we go.