But don’t be too hard on yourself. The pleasure in that money. Remember my last birthday

But don’t be too hard on yourself. The pleasure in that money. Remember my last birthday, the night of November 21 into early hours of 22nd, I was with Adelina in Manhattan. A couple of weeks before that I was with Lucy in 5th Avenue. The white heat of my travelling post marriage began Twelfth Night 2014 with that mindblowing trip to Vienna, when I finally woke the Vienna fly from the amber, with mindblowing —- at back of Fortuna Cinema with the blonde, followed by even more mindblowing sex with Polish Amanda in WSK. That is why I kept travelling. The sex I had, the highs I had.

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Just realised today I slept with Adelina on my birthday last year!

Just realised today I slept with Adelina on my birthday last year! Night of 21st November but in early hours of 22nd, the night the Night Manager called out happy birthday to me as I returned to the Dorint about 5am!!! What memories. The best f–ks of the year Adelina and Lucy I never saw either of them again. There is always more to find.

But I want to spend all my money in Berlin, Vienna, Munich and Brussels. For the incredible memory of Adelina in Manhattan

But I want to spend all my money in Berlin, Vienna, Munich and Brussels. For the incredible memory of Adelina in Manhattan, of Amanda in WSK, Jackie in WSK, Lucy in 5th Avenue, Inna, Andrea, Julia in 5th Avenue. Etc etc etc. Those incredible highs. That is what it is all for and will warm me when I am old and cold.

Three days off to come! Four nights in Max will cost me an extra 48 euros as I thought. I will hold off

Three days off to come! Four nights in Max will cost me an extra 48 euros as I thought. I will hold off, till I know what is happening at work, if anything. How amazing it would be to walk back in to Manhattan a dark cold January night in the New Year and see Adelina again; like it was last month the Monday night I arrived in Fifth Avenue and then Inna appeared and squeezed onto seat next to me to speak to man to my left, but her bottom was pressed up against my bottom, and I didn’t move and she neither. Then we went to room together. I think about those two a lot. I COULD GO TO BRUSSELS TODAY!!!!!

Ha just remembered, not only did I suddenly have to leave ——– on Monday night because I was overwhelmed by thoughts of Adelina in Vienna

Ha just remembered, not only did I suddenly have to leave ——– on Monday night because I was overwhelmed by thoughts of Adelina in Vienna, but as soon as I got out Tuesday I could only think about CafĂ© West End and its rostbraten! I could smell them, taste them, see them. My sub-conscious is trying to trick me into going to Vienna at end of October after all. What to do. No I need to REDUCE my credit card debt, not add to it. Vienna will still be there in the New Year, I presume.

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I WOULD have enjoyed Vienna more last time if it had not been for the pox and if I had not had to leave Dorint for Ibis

I WOULD have enjoyed Vienna more last time, if it had not been for the pox, and if I had not had to leave Dorint for Ibis. Those two things ruined it; plus there was no star like Adelina. There is not enough to justify going back to Brussels for; no stars like Lucy.

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