Funny moment Friday walking from Cine Paris and stopping off in newsagents to buy gum only on coming out and checking my flies did I realise they were wide open

Funny moment Friday walking from Cine Paris and stopping off in newsagents to buy gum, only on coming out and checking my flies did I realise they were wide open, and I had quite a swollen cock still as well! Felt sexy! Really need to book my next holiday NOW don’t I, if I want to get the cheap prices for 19 July or so. Think no point going to Empire on Monday/Tuesday so could go to Nuremberg for 2 days first? Then spend Wednesday to Friday in Brussels. Or just go to Brussels Monday to Wednesday ASAP. But Nuremberg has got great kabins, great window girls, and a nice little proper strip club. A great Burger King next to my hotel as well.

Those men in shower room videos are a great discovery, why I never looked at them before

Those men in shower room videos are a great discovery, why I never looked at them before. So sexy. How I felt in the old Sunset Cinema days walking up and down the stairs with my cock rolling for all to see. Fantastic feeling. Surely I can f— someone like an animal on this Berlin trip can’t I? Will my psychosomatic illness make the infection come back though? At least in June I will get my second biggest paycheque EVER (tax allowing). This 12 months I have earned £–,700 more than the previous year. What great memories in that 12 months? WSK Jackie, Adelina, 5th Avenue Lucy, all in last 4 months of last year. Massively crippled by the infection, made so much worse I now realise by TOO MUCH ——-. I prolonged it by my own actions. Fascinating now to see if I CAN spark this year to life in the last 7 months. Can it catch fire?

The key is I want to get really really turned on in a place

The key is I want to get really really turned on in a place, slippy wet pre cum making my cock slippery, on the verge of orgasm, a steamy hothouse atmosphere; I felt like that in the Stage 2000 kabins and was so turned on and ready to f—k anybody, but did NOT feel like that in Cine Paris so felt dead in 5th. But if I had waited for the Dorcel hospital film it would have been better. Never felt it in Vienna so never even desired Jackie; different if WSK had some good films.