LET ME JUST LOSE MYSELF IN PORNOGRAPHY MORE THAN EVER

LET ME JUST LOSE MYSELF IN PORNOGRAPHY MORE THAN EVER. CONSTANT PRIAPIC AROUSAL. ON THE BRINK OF IT ALL THE TIME. Depressed. Being in London is depressing. I realise without my wife there is not one single thing I want to be in London for. She was the only good thing here. Bored, sombre, depressed, just want to lie my head down to sleep again. That is all I do these days. No motivation to do anything else. I do love my bed so much. My ferns, my classical music, my books. Fragile. Bleak. This is how I start 20–.
I could do a Hitler tour of Munich couldn’t I, which would mean staying for at least 2 nights. Go see all those Beerhouses he used to hold his meetings in.
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