Three pints in the ——-. Woman manager was there, but not in tight-fitting clothes so her huge arse was wasted. At start black haired Latino in tight blue jeans and black leather jacket passed me, red bee-stung lips. Then 10 minutes later came back and put bag on table to find something glancing over her shoulder into my eyes before she moved on again. The ONLY sexy girl of the day. Rubbish. Went to Shakespeare for 1 more. Swedish blonde girls with boy at table in front of me. Reminding me of Lotta and Sophia. Windows are not good for people watching. Made me think Victoria is the Berlin Zoo of London. All the budget travellers coming to England come through Victoria. But for me of course it is nothing. 4 pints enough to make me hungry and tired so came home.
Be excited! As soon as I get home I can go out drinking again! Mary in Romilly Street? Just £20! More stuff to —–. Clothes, jackets. Throw more clothes away. Be busy when I get home. Save all my money now for Brussels and Vienna. No strippers till the New Year! We will see.
Frightening I am in such terrible financial situation even when working at —– for 14 months on £–,000 a year, even while living at —– for three years on just £– a week rent. I managed to turn things around by stopping drinking coke, and by stopping eating a sandwich & big bar of chocolate at work every night. Need the same discipline in my spending, somehow. No —— basically. That is the only thing I spend money on. That will reduce my expenditure on the rhino horn as well of course. Just concentrate on drinking and people watching at ———. With Brussels end of October and Vienna in December to look forward to.