How shocking and sad that there is NOWHERE in London for me to go anymore

How shocking and sad, that there is NOWHERE in London for me to go anymore. Even last year there was Lavinia, Mary, Maria, Zara, Marianna. Well Zara and Mary still there aren’t they, it is you who don’t want to go. Let me just travel MORE. Book a regular Eurostar to Brussels a month in advance every time.
Goethe? “paralysed by the disappointments of fulfilled desire”/ “the prison of sated appetite”.
I don’t know what to do with myself when I am home all day. Better to go out, get drunk, come home pass out I do tend to think. Well I will have to go out tomorrow in that case. Go to Charing X for ——-, Angel for haircut, — for names.
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