With someone with a brain as powerful as mine psychosomatic illnesses are always going to be much more prevalent and dominating

With someone with a brain as powerful as mine, psychosomatic illnesses are always going to be much more prevalent and dominating. I did a massive thing by giving up the coke & fizzy drinks after a lifetime of them, and the reward was immediate. I am doing a massive thing now by giving up strippers and cutting back massively on my travelling. The financial rewards are potentially massive. The fact is my massive debts CAN be cured and turned around very easily: just stop going to strippers and I will have an extra £400 a month to put to my credit cards instead. Just stop travelling and I would have an extra £700 a month to put to my credit cards. When the debt goes down, my happiness and confidence will increase, then my —- will get better as well. This IS curable. But the universe and my sub-conscious wants me to make the changes needed.

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I WOULD have enjoyed Vienna more last time if it had not been for the pox and if I had not had to leave Dorint for Ibis

I WOULD have enjoyed Vienna more last time, if it had not been for the pox, and if I had not had to leave Dorint for Ibis. Those two things ruined it; plus there was no star like Adelina. There is not enough to justify going back to Brussels for; no stars like Lucy.

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“I still think there must be an Esmeralda out there with my name on her but I may never find her” I wrote in 2010 after my one night Vienna visit

“I still think there must be an Esmeralda out there with my name on her but I may never find her” I wrote in 2010 after my one night Vienna visit, where I discovered Pour Platin shut down. Well, yes I have found her haven’t I—FROM Twelfth Night 2014 trip to Vienna under Wagnerian skies and Fortuna Blonde, Amanda WSK, Andrea, Julia and Lucy in 5th Avenue, Adelina in Manhattan, not to mention the great times I had in Soho with Zara, Maria, Lavinia, Marianna, etc. Loyalty and fidelity weighed me down, and then for most of the past 12 months the pox weighed me down.

Yes Vienna was depressing but wasn’t that partly because I was still psychologically burdened by the pox

Yes Vienna was depressing but wasn’t that partly because I was still psychologically burdened by the pox, still putting toothpaste and talcum powder on it every day in desperate attempt to cover it. How that weighed me down. Might have done something in Tete a Tete or Manhttan if not for that. And maybe Adelina will be back in October.

More than ever I can become pure Priapism. I have not even started

More than ever I can become pure Priapism. I have not even started. Now I must re-boot and start again. I have the —– now, and I am free of the infection, and I have more money than ever before. And I am free. This can become the start of the most rampant time in my life. I started using the —– last summer but at one and same time, chance or not, was crippled by this pox. At same time I got new job with more money. Only now I have beaten the infection can I start my rampant life for real. Inna and Mariana were just the start of it.

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I took it for granted but now looking back how fantastic it was going to Brussels and being so free of the pox AND with the ——

I took it for granted but now looking back how fantastic it was going to Brussels and being so free of the pox AND with the ——. As soon as Inna sat next to me I knew straightaway I would take her to room; and Mariana in the windows. I want MORE rampancy like this when I go back. But no more Empire. Rather try Gascogne again rather than Empire. Cine Paris will be end of the night. Can’t wait to get back.

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