I wonder if I will ever meet someone I will fall for again? I mean EVER again

I wonder if I will ever meet someone I will fall for again? I mean EVER again. An —, a —–, a —–. Will I ever fall for a girl again? There is Inna at 5th I am attracted to. Adelina at Manhattan I was attracted to. Christ she WAS beautiful wasn’t she. Maybe she was just on holiday last time. I am attracted to —– it is true. HAHAHA how my exploits drive my enemies mad, even just wondering wondering wondering WHAT is he getting up to? Hahahahahahaha.

Coming to work for first time back tonight I did feel nerves but I also felt a great supreme confidence! Come and have a go at me! You feeble undeveloped people!

Coming to work for first time back tonight I did feel nerves but I also felt a great supreme confidence! Come and have a go at me! You feeble undeveloped people! Felt really powerful and happy. Two days of good work no doubt contributing. But I have got so much more to do. Really encouraged by my ruthlessness throwing away all those tapes, and all those old —– era notes. The more I throw away the better I feel already!

I am more beautiful physically than ever before. I have a better job than ever before. Earning more money than ever before

I am more beautiful physically than ever before. I have a better job than ever before. Earning more money than ever before. I am more confident and at ease with my writing than ever before. I already have 4 books up on Amazon. I am happier than ever before, more free of depression & obsession than ever before. So you’re doing all right! This is why their attacks are becoming more desperate again. You don’t need to do anything. Everything is going really really well. Keep on getting away with it.