So let us review the year. The year of David Bowie. I discovered Bowie, 1975-77 Bowie anyway but what an extraordinary amount he achieved in that short time

So let us review the year. The year of David Bowie. I discovered Bowie, 1975-77 Bowie anyway but what an extraordinary amount he achieved in that short time. From Young Americans to Heroes. Extraordinary. Via Fame, The Man Who Fell to Earth and Station to Station along the way.Visiting and standing in Hansa Studio where he mixed Low and recorded Heroes was a high point of the year.
Breaking the ice with Inna in Fifth Avenue FINALLY thank god, and a second time too. Discovering Leyla in 5th and then Brazilian Diane.
In London, I have discovered Laetitia in Romilly and rediscovered Zara. I will start taking Sundays off regularly as that is the BEST day in Soho. So many to choose from. The infection has remained in abeyance for the entire year since April thank god. Giving up the strippers has made a massive difference to my financial possibilities, and my mindset. Moving nearly all my stuff into —– has made a massive difference to my mindset too. Feel stronger, sexier when I get to Brussels. I will concentrate purely on Brussels and Sundays in Soho for the start of the New Year. No.1 priority reducing my credit card debt EVERY MONTH.
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So in the end this year HAS come to life!

So in the end this year HAS come to life! Breaking the ice with Inna, going deeper than ever into Rue d’Aerschot, discovering Moroccan Leyla, going deeper than ever in Cine Paris, discovering Brazilian Diane. Only made possible by STOP going to ——-.
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Feeling randy now (I think thinking about Leyla). Don’t want to rebook the Friday night now though

Feeling randy now (I think thinking about Leyla). Don’t want to rebook the Friday night now though; can’t bear any more expense right now. Leave it till December payday or when I am in Vienna itself. A last minute decision. Any extra expense now will depress me. I actually checked the cost of travelling to Brussels tomorrow. Madness. Just 4 weeks till I travel to Vienna. Get drunk every day in London if I have to, to get me through the days.casa (9)

I think when I get my own little flat again it will be lovely, I will FILL it with ferns and classical music tapes

I think when I get my own little flat again it will be lovely, I will FILL it with ferns, and classical music tapes. I will be really kind and nice to my neighbours so they protect me. Who am I kidding, of course I will yearn and ache to see Leyla again on that Friday night back from Vienna. Christ I am feeling hungry to see Leyla again. I can spend a night in Frankfurt anytime. The urgency is Leyla.

So my hoped-for cheap short little trip to Brussels at the end of October just to tide me over till the long trip to Vienna turned into an expensive 7-nighter

So my hoped-for cheap, short little trip to Brussels at the end of October, just to tide me over till the long trip to Vienna, turned into an expensive 7-nighter, my longest ever stay in Brussels. My financial recovery will be delayed somewhat. I learned some new things—I MUST eat something for breakfast when on holiday; it transforms the whole day to come. I must force myself to spend a long time in Cine Paris. I must spend more time in Rue d’Aerschot, having now discovered the Retro Bar right at the end, and Red Devil just before that. I did feel I went further than before in Brussels this time—with Leyla, in Cine Paris and in Rue d’Aerschot. I hope I can break through to a deeper level in Vienna as well. Don’t hold back. Spend the money, break through to the other side.

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Guy Fawkes Day. I cannot be too down on myself for the money I have spent on this elongated Brussels trip

Guy Fawkes Day. I cannot be too down on myself for the money I have spent on this elongated Brussels trip—it has been a wonderfully pornographic, erotic week, and that is precisely what I try to save my money in London for. Tuesday’s long stay in Rue d’Aerschot was deliciously exciting; Friday’s long stay in Cine Paris was deliciously exciting. My Tuesday night tryst with Leyla was deliciously exciting; if it went wrong after that it was only because I felt too emotional about her and that is not what I go to places like Fifth Avenue for. I go for a purely erotic sexual experience; when I start having feelings for them it all becomes confused.

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