My life slowly eventually became pretty amazing. In a relationship with the most beautiful woman in the world, living with her for 3½ years

My life slowly, eventually, became pretty amazing. In a relationship with the most beautiful woman in the world, living with her for 3½ years. Now in the best job in the world you could imagine; my absolute dream job. Around that I travel to Europe several times a year for fantastic pornography and fantastic sex with the most mind-blowing beautiful sexy girls you can imagine. While writing and publishing my books, finally.
I should wear red t shirts more often, they look fantastic under a jumper. Especially on holiday.
Surely it is time for Hamburg at last. February would make sense, just before my DB pass expires (22 FEB). Should start booking some weekends off at least in London.
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Fascinating to put my 4 books into chronological order in one document; I had forgotten so much stuff that was put into my reissued books

Fascinating to put my 4 books into chronological order in one document; I had forgotten so much stuff that was put into my reissued books. Long lost material that I only recently uncovered and put back in. Fascinating too to read through my Munich To Confound stuff as well. This claustrophobic, Wilhelminian world. Stuffy, sickly, suffocating, but struggling to break through and fly, emerge from my chrysalis. The electricity provided by the outside world’s attacks was what I needed to finish my metamorphosis and emerge as the glorious iridescent butterfly, flapping above their heads, terrifying them, like the pterodactyl at the Geographical Society at the end of The Lost World. What have they unleashed on the world! What have they done! Why couldn’t they just have ignored me and let me be! They cannot put me back in my box, back in my egg, back in my chrysalis now. They have sowed the wind, now let them reap the whirlwind. NOW the books at last started to emerge, Autismus, Lotta & Sophia, The Cold Icy Air of the Mountains, Casanova. The butterfly’s journeys around Europe.

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On old computer I find so much missing stuff, stuff that fills all the gaps between Autismus and Lotta and between Lotta and Cold Icy Air

On old computer I find so much missing stuff, stuff that fills all the gaps between Autismus and Lotta, and between Lotta and Cold Icy Air, and between Cold Icy Air and Casanova. No doubt I cut it out for good reasons, but I want to now put it all back in to one continuous document, to get my chronology right once and for all. A project that can start tonight, and will keep me very very busy until end of October.

So everything does seem OK. No dramas, no trouble for me, no dirty tricks behind my back. —— is really sexy

So everything does seem OK. No dramas, no trouble for me, no dirty tricks behind my back. —— is really sexy, came in like a gothic widow today, all swirling black widow’s weeds. Spectacular.
FIN DE SIECLE (MUNICH 1996-99)
AUTISMUS
LOTTA
THE COLD ICY AIR OF THE MOUNTAINS
CASANOVA (LOST WANDERINGS)
THE DOUBLE LIFE
and also
THE HEART RIPPED OUT (1991-92) because it is these two summers that made me go to Sunset Strip for the very first time. It was THIS broken-hearted infatuation that made me go to strip club and start my career in infamy. That is why it DOES need to be written, somehow. June 1991 to September 1992. Check those black & red notebooks when I get home.