Max Wednesday, Thursday, Friday nights £123, just £41 a night! Eurofuckingstar though £234 !!!!!

Max Wednesday, Thursday, Friday nights £123, just £41 a night! Eurofuckingstar though £234 !!!!! The hotel is as cheap as it can be. God, I love wearing my trousers without underwear. Feels so sexy. 0518 My —- only looked very slightly red, and my cock nice and swollen, thinking about that busty Russian girl I rescued from —— basement that time. Thinking of dropping in to see Luna later on way to work! God these trousers stink! Of sweat and cum. If I am going to get killed by the jihadis anyway might as well keep running up my debt and having as much pleasure as fast as I can before it happens. I now think there is a very good chance I will die in Brussels. If I am going to die then better I suppose? to die pursuing pleasure, pursuing Priapism. Oh check my pills!

As always the funny thing is the more people attack me (and Christ look at how smart they look; do they have no self awareness whatsoever?) the more girls show their quiet liking for me

As always the funny thing is the more people attack me (and Christ look at how smart they look; do they have no self awareness whatsoever?), the more girls show their quiet liking for me, and attraction to me. Just in the last month there is the black haired girl on train, and the blonde schoolgirl, both giving me penetrating looks regularly before we get off the train at ——-. And after —-, there is now the Romanian —– coming on to me. And as I lose weight, I am just going to become steadily more beautiful.
All their vicious desperate attacks on me from October 1998 onwards and I just came out of it stronger, and more beautiful, and more serene, that is quite a testament to me. And to think I then experience such pleasures in 2003, 2004, 2005, 2006.

It is amazing but the only girls I want to talk to now are the whores in Europe

It is amazing but the only girls I want to talk to now are the whores in Europe. No interest in any involvement with anybody else in London. Oh for the joy and lust of those old Berlin Stuttgarter Platz nights! This is what I crave. Pure pornographic pleasure. Pure trousers down around ankles cock out in a hot dark porn cinema pleasure. I AM looking forward to Berlin. Tonight I am making 164 euros, just like that. I love this job. KEEP MYSELF IN A STATE OF PURE BERLIN PRIAPIC PLEASURE ALL THE TIME. BIG COCK LIKE ON A STUTTGARTER PLATZ NIGHT. KEEP ALL MY TRIGGERS TO HAND. Let me buy clothes in Berlin too. From that vintage store! This run of 6 nights is earning me 939 euros. I am ——-‘s Lord Byron: the small people are all fascinated by me, while boiling in their fear, jealousy and loathing.

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YES I LIVE PERMANENTLY ON THE EDGE OF RUIN, ON THE PRECIPICE. THIS IS HOW I LIKE TO LIVE

YES I LIVE PERMANENTLY ON THE EDGE OF RUIN, ON THE PRECIPICE. THIS IS HOW I LIKE TO LIVE. YES I WILL BE DESTROYED AND DASHED TO PIECES AGAIN, AS I HAVE MANY TIMES BEFORE, AND I WILL RISE LIKE A PHOENIX LIKE I HAVE MANY TIMES BEFORE. ALL I CARE ABOUT IS THE PORN CINEMAS OF CINE PARIS IN BRUSSELS, THE PORN KABINS OF MUNICH, THE PORN CINEMAS OF WSK AND FORTUNA IN VIENNA. THIS IS WHAT I LIVE FOR, PORNOGRAPHY. THAT WAS ALWAYS A BIGGER ATTRACTION TO ME THAN TO BE WITH ANY ONE PERSON. IT IS AN ADDICTION. IT IS A PLEASURE.
BE MORE RAMPANT NOW.

I AM PLAYING A VERY SURE GAME. I AM MACHIAVELLI

I AM PLAYING A VERY SURE GAME. I AM MACHIAVELLI. MY MADNESS WITH THE —- SAVED ME A HUGE AMOUNT OF MONEY AND KEPT ME FREE. THIS COULD BE THE RICHEST YEAR OF TRAVELLING YET. CANNOT WAIT TO GET BACK TO VIENNA. LET ME GO FOR A LITTLE TRIP TO BRUSSELS FIRST. KEEP YOUR NERVE. REGAIN YOUR COLD HARD STEELY MACHIAVELLIAN GRIP. THE AMAZING PLEASURES OF VIENNA WSK AND FORTUNA! BURGGASSE PEEP! BRUSSELS CINE PARIS AND FIFTH AVENUE AND STREET GIRLS. MUNICH VIDEOKABINS AND RECHTHALER HOF. AMAZING YEAR AHEAD FOR ME. DO NOT WASTE MONEY IN LONDON ANYMORE! SAVE IT ALL FOR EUROPE. Thank god I am sick of Soho and all strip clubs in London. Focus more intensely than ever on train travel to Europe now. How long till the Islamists shoot everyone in Gare du Midi or Nord in Brussels? It must be soon.
BE HAPPY. AND LIVE FOR PLEASURE. PRIAPIC PLEASURE. ALWAYS ON THE BRINK OF ORGASM. ALWAYS WITH ERECTION BULGING IN MY TROUSERS.