This Asian barmaid is the best thing to have happened at the Dorint in a very long time

This Asian barmaid is the best thing to have happened at the Dorint in a very long time. I am attracted to her. I might even just stay here drinking as long as she is around, then go to the station, stuff myself with food—pizza & roll & Subway then come back and sleep till tonight. Leave Belvedere and Burggasse Peep till last day tomorrow. I have been to the art museums of Vienna so many times, but Belvedere has so many treasures it is always a pleasure to go back—Richard Gerstl’s Laughing Self Portrait among the most important pictures of my whole life, Makart’s Five Senses (oh Klimt’s The Kiss is there of course but this has always left me cold. Vienna’s Mona Lisa it is not, for me. The Gerstl Laughing Self Portrait takes that crown for me). 120. How fantastic it is to go to a porn cinema in Europe, and sit there in the lobby, at the bar, and calmly unzip my trousers and get my cock out, and have one of the girls calmly wanking me in front of everyone. This is the glory of Europe. EU, no. Europe yes. And what harm does it do to ANYONE if some floozie in a Vienna porn kino manually pleasures me? Of course none. Yet still, it is forbidden in so many places. Can you imagine what that —- Paul Convery would do about this. Priggish —-. Please, please, do not let the prigs win.
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My room stinks; because of my trousers sitting for 4½ hours on all those stinking disgusting Cine Paris seats

My room stinks; because of my trousers, sitting for 4½ hours on all those stinking disgusting Cine Paris seats (although the Cine Paris is quite the cleanest & most luxurious porn kino I’ve ever been to, but still some filthy things go on there). My trousers need fumigating, or burning, when I get home. Hope no one sits next to me on the train home. Thank god it is Saturday so London should be relatively quiet when I get back as well.

So finally my trip is almost at its end. Friday night in Brussels and I stay in my room

So finally my trip is almost at its end. Friday night in Brussels and I stay in my room, in my big white bed listening to classical music on the radio, Clara. Let me keep my head down tonight, as my Eurostar leaves 730am in the morning. So no I did not get to the Wiertz Museum, sadly; instead I spent about 4½ hours in Cine Paris—the longest session in a porn kino I’ve had for years & years & years. I think the fact I knew this was my last chance to enjoy it before I go home, and that I had no money to do anything more than that, gave a keenness to my arousal. Films that would have had me walking out within 10 seconds normally kept me highly aroused this time. And if you invest a bit of time & effort into a porn film you can usually get into it—Auto Ecole which yesterday I walked out on as it was absolutely rubbish now really turned me on. The actresses I thought unattractive yesterday now turned me on immensely. It is all in your mind. You carry the weather with you. You carry the eroticism with you, depending on what mood you are in.

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I actually find it hard to even think about sex for love

I actually find it hard to even think about sex for love, for emotional reasons. I prefer not to even remember the sex I have had with someone I love, I mean sober sex. My mind just does not want to think about it. I like to think only about sex for money, drunken sex in floozie bars or porn kinos. That is safe and refreshing. The very thought of sex for love, the memory of it, is too raw. I am really messed up emotionally. Love and sex are two completely opposite things for me, and I find I cannot put them together. It upsets me to have sex with someone I love. I only feel safe having sex with some floozie for money.

It is true police raids have removed the whores from Fortuna

It is true, police raids have removed the whores from Fortuna, and must imminently remove them from WSK as well. More reason to get back there sooner rather that later for the very last gasp of kino sex in Vienna. Christ even Vienna is going to become bland now. Those great afternoons in Fortuna and with Amanda in WSK are also just going to become memories, as another city becomes bland. Honestly, what harm does it do, men fucking whores in a dark little porn cinema? Pleasure and no harm TO ANYONE. What Europe is coming to. The death of all sexual pleasure. What went on inside Fortuna and WSK caused NO HARM to anyone outside. And how much longer for the Brussels Rue des C????

I woke after 10pm and thought about going out but was too drunk still

I woke after 10pm and thought about going out but was too drunk still, so went back to sleep till 850 in the morning. The WSK films were fantastic, high quality stuff. There were more men there than I have seen before (still never more than 8) and I think that is all down to Jackie, black hair, young, beautiful, curvy. The Café Westend steak was as fantastic as always. Shame I could not go out for a reconnaissance mission at least to Manhattan but hopefully I can be fresher tonight. Today Fortuna then maybe back to Burggasse Peep, save WSK for later and stay till closing so I can walk back past Angelique back to Manhattan.