I look forward to my new adventure–and in my new job I will meet the sexiest girl ever. A new Duygu, a new Peckham schoolgirl. That brown bob sexy girl who followed me on to the train yesterday at 1134. The new adventure starts here. And it will be SEXY. Embrace it with gusto, sexy energy, erotic fire. The most erotic time of my life is about to begin from 1st June. And I can return to Soho. How much pleasure I had with Zara, Mary, Maria, Lavinia and Marianna just a year or so ago.
Monday will be breezy and rainy all day, perfect for going to some Soho doors (if not so good for girl watching).
I crave the permanent sexual stimulation of being in BEC Berlin, or Caribic kabins Nuremberg. Or Cine Paris? Brussels. Or watching the girls bounce past window of Molly Moggs or Montagu Puke in London before going round corner to Tina or Zara to let it out. Last high nights I had were with Adelina in Vienna and Lucy in Brussels at end of 20–. Really nothing at all this year and we are nearly in June already. The dirty bombs will start being exploded soon enough, in London and elsewhere, so need to do as many dirty things now as I can.
I WANT to have real dirty nights like I used to back in Soho, in 1998, even as late as 2006. Surely I can still resurrect this erotic fly from the amber in Brussels or Berlin or Nuremberg?
I like to be controversial. I like to make waves. Then I can return to Soho again.
SMUT SMUT SMUT. FU MANCHU. I WOULD like to write that Fu Manchu book, The Willing Cheeks of Fu Manchu. To capture that smutty, yellow world I live in. Maybe set in Soho of 1990s, the fin-de-siecle naughty nineties, dense fog, thunderstorms, gloom. Rickshaws. Fu Manchu in long yellow silk robe, with bulge of his erection clearly visible. Getting turned on just thinking about it. The yellow mags, the Italian mags.
So many places I have had great sexual pleasures, the highest nights of my life, have gone, Carnival Strip in London, Boulevard Strip in London, Pleasure Lounge in London (oh K—-), Sunset Cinema in London, Astral Cinema in London, the Soho Cinema in London; Hanky Panky, Chocolat, Mon Cheri, Starlight, Night Dreams, Golden Gate, Blue Bananas, Mazurka in Berlin, Pour Platin in Vienna, California Peep Show in Brussels, Cine ABC in Brussels, Fortuna Kino in Vienna (no more floozies at least). Flying Scotsman in London. Rumour reaches me that Cine Paris in Brussels will be closing soon, hopefully not true.