In October I was running a Current Account (Balance of Payments) deficit of 16.99%, in November I brought this down to 11.47%, in December down to 4.72%, and in January it looks like I could possibly bring it down to a SURPLUS of 5.43%

In October I was running a Current Account (Balance of Payments) deficit of 16.99%, in November I brought this down to 11.47%, in December down to 4.72%, and in January it looks like I could possibly bring it down to a SURPLUS of 5.43%. So real visible proof of the great strides I am making. Under the surface so far, but soon I will see the effects “above the surface”, in reduced credit card interest and reduced credit card minimum payments. Then my SURPLUS will improve even more. Interesting January I will move into surplus even WITH the 5-night stay in Brussels and extra £133 Eurostar cost.
Since I gave up —– my stripper expense has gone down from 23% of my spend to 19.6%. Since I stopped eating sandwich and chocolate at night my food spend has gone down from 13% to 11%. Next thing to bring down is my drink spend, if I stop going out pointlessly to London pubs on days off and make do with Fosters on way home. It IS rather nice this long 3-day hibernation in the house. Working all over Xmas and New Year, this is my chance to spend time overeating, overdrinking and oversleeping as others did over Xmas and New Year. How lovely it is to be home with mother. Hearing her listening to the radio while doing the ironing in the next room. These are the precious times. It was hard for me to give up drinking coke but now I am allergic to it. It was hard for me to give up strippers but now I am almost, almost allergic to them. Need to give up drinking in London on my days off, and give up travelling EVERY MONTH. I can turn everything around. The light at the end of the tunnel was in my power all the time. My —– wages should inexorably do the rest. Now as the tarot girl says, it is hard and dark, because I am actually in “the belly of the beast”. But I will emerge triumphant. Burn on fiery bird, rise from the ashes.
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So let us review the year. The year of David Bowie. I discovered Bowie, 1975-77 Bowie anyway but what an extraordinary amount he achieved in that short time

So let us review the year. The year of David Bowie. I discovered Bowie, 1975-77 Bowie anyway but what an extraordinary amount he achieved in that short time. From Young Americans to Heroes. Extraordinary. Via Fame, The Man Who Fell to Earth and Station to Station along the way.Visiting and standing in Hansa Studio where he mixed Low and recorded Heroes was a high point of the year.
Breaking the ice with Inna in Fifth Avenue FINALLY thank god, and a second time too. Discovering Leyla in 5th and then Brazilian Diane.
In London, I have discovered Laetitia in Romilly and rediscovered Zara. I will start taking Sundays off regularly as that is the BEST day in Soho. So many to choose from. The infection has remained in abeyance for the entire year since April thank god. Giving up the strippers has made a massive difference to my financial possibilities, and my mindset. Moving nearly all my stuff into —– has made a massive difference to my mindset too. Feel stronger, sexier when I get to Brussels. I will concentrate purely on Brussels and Sundays in Soho for the start of the New Year. No.1 priority reducing my credit card debt EVERY MONTH.

This year finally burst to life because of the changes I started to put into place after August 5th finally started to bear fruit

This year finally burst to life because of the changes I started to put into place after August 5th finally started to bear fruit. I did not stop the strippers till mid October so that slowed it up. I have got my weight down below 15 stone at last. I have got nearly everything in —–. Just think how much sexier still I will feel when I continue to bring my debt down, I continue to have more spare cash in my bank account, when I finish moving everything to —–, when I bring my weight down even further! Next year promises to be a fantastic year.

Things have been brought to life this year finally because (1) it IS the hairy nights of Christmas

Things have been brought to life this year finally because (1) it IS the hairy nights of Christmas, (2) I have saved so much money by stopping the strippers and feel so much lighter & hungrier because of it, (3) I have moved nearly all my stuff already into —– so that relief is a weight off my mind too.

Remember sex at Manhattan and Tete and Fifth Avenue. That is better use of my money

Remember sex at Manhattan and Tete, and Fifth Avenue. That is better use of my money. See the girls, get the erections, but be able to f–k them as well! Christ those old Two Ronnies serials are so sexy. Got erection just watching Blanche Drummond in Done to Death. 1970s eroticism. Oh how great were those Cine Paris films last time; that Arianna Sinn video in Sexyworld kabins tragically removed some months ago. So randy now. So long without any strippers is doing this to me. Doubt I will survive Tuesday and Wednesday. Oh, and today is Sunday! This was the day I was planning to go back out early today, beers, then look for this Colombian Latisha in Romilly! Will I do that? Feeling this randy I just might.hqdefault

Starting to feel hungry for Sunset Strip as xmas gets nearer. Especially after that Nick Cave video with that Ima Doll and girl who looks like black bob

Starting to feel hungry for Sunset Strip, as xmas gets nearer. Especially after that Nick Cave video with that Ima Doll and girl who looks like black bob. Wouldn’t mind even seeing — again. Surprised to see my asiatic girl on way home. Even more surprised she didn’t have her head in her phone when we got off at ——, and she did NOT hang back to make me go through barriers first. I do find her sexy. Thought about her most enjoyably in the bath.