My bank is not as good as I thought, with all the Egg, Capital, Nationwide payments, rent etc, I will be left at -1075, that includes £200 withdrawal in Brussels. Still better than it has been for a long time. And next month should be greater still if I continue my stripper ban, and no travels in November either (unless Brussels is really really good this time hahaha). Still the stripper ban has given me the first financial hope for a long time. I will treat myself to one day at —– and —– before Christmas, that is it.
What an amazing experience with Adelina in Manhattan, and with Lucy in 5th, and with Amanda in WSK, and with Manuela in Burggasse Peep. And of course THIS is why I travel. And why I always will. But amazing new revenue source I have discovered, I can have an extra £410 a month for reducing my credit card debts, or for travelling, by NOT going to strip clubs anymore! It is a Eureka moment. I mean obvious, but I had to come to a point where I was capable of stopping. Like it was obvious I had to stop drinking coke, but I had to come to a point where I was capable of stopping.
Giving up strippers means I can keep travelling. The incredible thing is giving up strippers (and reduction of credit card debt accordingly) almost allows me to have my own flat AND keep travelling. That is how much no more strip clubs would save me. Yes, my life is to be lived in permanent condition of travel; to be held always in suspension like piece of silt in a river. To Vienna, to Brussels, always.
Be excited! As soon as I get home I can go out drinking again! Mary in Romilly Street? Just £20! More stuff to —–. Clothes, jackets. Throw more clothes away. Be busy when I get home. Save all my money now for Brussels and Vienna. No strippers till the New Year! We will see.