LIVE IN SMUT. Bouncy breasts, tight leggings over curvy bottoms. Porn cinemas, videokabins. Handjobs in sex kinos in Berlin. Nothing else matters. Smutty thoughts always, masturbating always. Descend deep into it away from reality.
I love to be surrounded by floozies. I love to be in videokabins. I love to be in porn cinemas. I love to see big breast strippers. BERLIN. BRUSSELS. NUREMBERG.
I only really feel alive in videokabins and nightbars with floozies.
I told myself all that matters is Berlin (and Vienna, Nuremberg, Brussels). What happens at work is irrelevant, in London irrelevant. I live and breathe and dream for Berlin, and those wonderful sleazy nightbars and videokabins. That is where my life is, my soul, my spirit.
Vienna was poor. I seemed to just slide across the surface without it making any impression on me. No really hot moments at all. Brussels was worse (though maybe should have gone back to Cine Paris for the nurses film). Only hot moment of whole trip was the Caribic videokabins. I AM looking forward to Berlin on 13th June. Just over 4 weeks to go. The great videokabins of BEC to set me up for ANYONE in Monte Carlo, or Sissi, or 77. And the pleasure? of staying in Kanthotel again after so many years, so close to McDonald’s! Can’t wait.
Amazing dream about a stripclub in Belgium. One small strip place on one side, big curvy big breast girls very intimate, hands all over, then videokabins, then a porn cinema, all connected, then a massive strip club with tiers and banks of seats, and showed to seat by usher who took orders for my drinks. Amazing dream.
The key is I want to get really really turned on in a place, slippy wet pre cum making my cock slippery, on the verge of orgasm, a steamy hothouse atmosphere; I felt like that in the Stage 2000 kabins and was so turned on and ready to f—k anybody, but did NOT feel like that in Cine Paris so felt dead in 5th. But if I had waited for the Dorcel hospital film it would have been better. Never felt it in Vienna so never even desired Jackie; different if WSK had some good films.