But I want to spend all my money in Berlin, Vienna, Munich and Brussels. For the incredible memory of Adelina in Manhattan, of Amanda in WSK, Jackie in WSK, Lucy in 5th Avenue, Inna, Andrea, Julia in 5th Avenue. Etc etc etc. Those incredible highs. That is what it is all for and will warm me when I am old and cold.
“I still think there must be an Esmeralda out there with my name on her but I may never find her” I wrote in 2010 after my one night Vienna visit, where I discovered Pour Platin shut down. Well, yes I have found her haven’t I—FROM Twelfth Night 2014 trip to Vienna under Wagnerian skies and Fortuna Blonde, Amanda WSK, Andrea, Julia and Lucy in 5th Avenue, Adelina in Manhattan, not to mention the great times I had in Soho with Zara, Maria, Lavinia, Marianna, etc. Loyalty and fidelity weighed me down, and then for most of the past 12 months the pox weighed me down.
It is amazing what a sexual pornotopia is out there, and which I am enjoying. To think I was there in the WSK cinema lobby while a completely naked Jackie stood there getting dressed. What pleasures I enjoy. Hahah and to think the little people laugh at me and try to make me feel ASHAMED of these delicious pleasures I enjoy. Hahahaha.
After finishing my 6 bottles of Gösser plus one can I bought from the station I headed up to WSK. Pleased to see Jackie and a blonde girl just finishing attending to a man in the front row and putting their clothes back on, plus another Bulgarian girl in the lobby, so the floozies are still going strong here. Sadly Jackie left about 20 minutes after I arrived so I left as well then, as the films were rubbish. I have no memory of coming back to the hotel but there is a pizza wrapper in my bin and that makes me remember eating a pizza before falling asleep. I woke 1am with a raging hangover and knew I felt too bad to go out again. I have three more nights to go out at night.